Inside My Mind

A lot on my mind today, missing chris like crazy, only 12 days left :). Its another sunny day here in california. I'm laying on my bed listening to some country and writing to my love. Life is so different not seeing Chris everyday. I feel like my other half is missing, but i look at pictures and work on the scrap book i made of us to help ease my sadness. I cant wait to hug him on April 22nd...and i probably wont want to let go haha. Today is going to be a good day! I'm always trying to keep my spirits up, i write a note on Chris's facebook wall everyday so when he can see it he knows i definatelty missed him. People may think its stupid or crazy but i guess it helps me to see his picture and tell him i miss him and i love him :).